Dunno if posting this means much but after being pretty dead I guess, I decided to log in because I couldn't sleep. Learnt Journals are gone now and well... I dunno, I don't even recognise DA now. The reason I disappeared for so long is because of my depressive state. Things have been a bit much for me and I felt fairly unwelcome here. My creative side has been suffering a lot because of many things and I feel my skills are a waste on me. I've been struggling to talk to any of my friends lately, feeling more like a nuisance to them than a real friend, limiting myself to some of my closer friends on Discord or Facebook where I'm more active. I'm still happy to talk to any of my friends if you want to chat, its just my anxiety has peaked for some time.